-> oh this is definitely shallow of me. seriously. but then again, so are you. lets face it folks, we are not as humble and full of heart as we think we are. heh. we are vain and yes we want people to notice. openly - even at the barrel of a gun, we will never admit we are full of ourselves. but we are, quietly (some of us lah!) but indefinitely. :). it will upset us knowing our effort (all that make up, shaving, trimming, combing, gelling, plucking, scrubbing, waxing, picking, digging, pinching, brushing, stroking, cutting, surgery and etc...) is not even worth 2 seconds, maybe even 1 second... a second look worthy to the opposite sex (even when we have someone).
i came across this website that lets me judge people! purely on their ecstatics. yes purely! needless to say - it was quite exciting. (there you go - free advertising http://www.hotornot.com/).
as i was trigger happy with the polls - i got to thinking, "shit... ive rated people as low as 1". and then... i see them actually check their ratings/results. i wonder how that would make em feel? (obviously) they deserved at least an 'A' for courage ill tell you that. but thats not the point of the site at all. it was purely... unquestionably... skin deep only. (and besides - i was not the only one who was rating - there were others, so if im guilty - give me what i deserve along with the rest of the culprits). then i came to point where i asked 'should i or shouldnt i be in this limelight?'
moving along - as usual im quite sceptical about my useless thoughts. ive done enough (or so i think) in my life when it comes to personal grooming. thats true. presentation, first impressions, lasting impressions are natural instincts to someone. a passive skill you might call it. but that didnt help me muster enough courage to do it. would you? like they did? how would you rate yourself? how do you rate others? what are the criterias you look at?
as nice and exciting it is - are ecstatics enough on its own? it is obviously not. but like it or not... it is where most of us start. it is the first place you look. and its not that you actually want to begin there (god only knows) - its just more convenient. right? oh who fuck am i kidding? it is where we start. nobody ever ever say "eh look at her/his personality" [it is not impossible though, you can always hear about someone first and that on its own can be a lasting impression]
regardless - the immediate thought that follows through (depending on the level of your ego) are "i can/could/should/want/need/will/gotta' fuck that .......... it is again - convenient. after you are done admiring/pursuing/shagging the ecstatics? whats next?
here are some of the 10's - but, the rating does not just stop there now does it? one which ever the scale lands, theres still a sub-category. and that is... the sort of appeal that determines pretty much where it could head next. i cant quite explain the distinguishing characteristics... but im sure youd understand. its not difficult at all actually. as illustrated above.
so i wonder... what would you do to tip the scale to your favour? and which of the category above would you most likely fall into? is there any control of it? purely on ecstatics i mean... is there any way at all you can portray what you are really like just by your smile? your eyes?
i wonder... but then again. thats all i do. well, usually thats all i do. im different now. i suddenly find my self become more and more fascinated with my own vanity. now it is true that a face can be labelled. purely 'judging a book by its cover'. most of us are streotyped as shallow when we do such things (a cultural cliche, as some of us would put it). but come on la wei!! its not easy. im sure even the most noble, kind hearted, almost ghandi like mother theresa judge people at first glance. "ah! these men have come to take over my country - i can tell from the way they bla bla bla". (sorry, not so good with history)
lets eleborate a little (very little) from the chart above. now... the first girl (left). shes someone who has a face you would like to bone. its gorgeous and it radiates such strong sexual energy. shes obviously exotic and can quickly change without effort - to erotic. its not accurate (i know), she might be a someone whos shy, sophisticated, nerdy and probably play scrabble alot. but in the end... thats what she looks like to me... she might not do it quite the same for you. matter of fact that damn chart may even get jumbled up in your eyes. but thats the point now aint it? your imagination has already taken you so far and fast ahead - its dangerous...
regardless of your taste... on a scale of 1 to 10 - how important is it for you?
so where does it stop? when does it stop? where all your pre-judgements end? red pill - blue pill? all the deadly dirty wonders?
id say - "hello..."
